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SoC:Rape by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Joan by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Joan

Years I have felt nothing for you but hate Cold and icy in my chest at the mention of your name And now all I feel is pity and sorrow for your life You had so much chance and life A love and a family that would have made you happy But you couldn’t let go of the flesh Just as you cannot now, poor woman Now I am sorry I couldn’t see it sooner I shouldn’t hate you, I should pray for you Then again, perhaps I should thank you I was able to love my sisters and my brother In a way I would not have been able to otherwise You abandoned us all to your own troubles And I got to show them how to love And yet you still manage

SoC:Victoria by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Victoria

Friend no more, we barely speak I don’t understand these feelings I want nothing more to do with you Yet when I see you in your beauty Your hair straight and loose and dark I sometimes wish I was still your friend You hurt me my whole life Destroyed my self esteem Killed most of my precious dreams of life You tainted my relationship with hate You poisoned it with jealousy Your anger at my choices left a bitter taste And it still stings my tongue to this day He’s mine and I his yet you judge me still What I do with my body and his Well that is between me, him, and God You may have been my friend but that, That does n

Seaside Lovers by mikeslover1990, literature

SoC:Michael by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Michael

Freezing in my blood and torturing the skin You are here, you are there Trying to poison my thoughts with you Don’t you know you’re already there? That you are always there, hiding there Sneaking into my daily thoughts Or just sitting there in the back of my mind It does not matter how or where It simply is what it is and I cannot breath You torture my soul, my very heart I feel the pain and the agony And I should be screaming for it to end But the mere thought of ending it Of finishing this agony and torture Makes me scream louder with distain I will never let you out of my blood Let you leave my thoughts I let you

You are like... by mikeslover1990, literature

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You are like...

Your love is a razorblade on my heart Cutting me until I’m bleeding dry Your kiss is like a poison so addicting I drink it until I die Your embrace is like a forbidden treasure Always adding danger to the lust Your touch is like fire on my skin And I let it burn inside me, I must What else can I do? What else can I allow? You think I should let this go? I would instantly, just tell me how! Your voice suits you well Deep and seductively sweet I feel shy and nervous It’s like that every time we meet You are like this addiction One from which none can free me Would that I could make you feel this Then maybe you would

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SoC:Victoria by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Victoria

Seaside Lovers by mikeslover1990, literature

SoC:Michael by mikeslover1990, literature

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SoC:Michael

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Ink, Blood, Paper by mikeslover1990, literature

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Ink, Blood, Paper

There is no attempt to perform And no attempt to impress I just allow my emotions to flow Like blood onto the paper I cling to my thoughts And let my words flow true Out through the ink I hold the poems to my heart The words that I love so deeply They help me say what my voice cannot My words of ink and blood and paper They are what greets the world And tells it what I feel and what I think And tells it why I am what I am And how I came to this place I only wish to share myself To let people feel with me So in the ink and blood and paper I bare my already naked soul My words I love so deeply They are my connection to the w

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 16 years
She / Her

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Favourite genre of music: a little bit of everything
Favourite photographer: me!!
Favourite style of art: none bc i love a forms of art and cant choose a single style
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Favourite cartoon character: Jasmine
Personal Quote: I don't love just anyone...but when I do love I love with my entire heart

Favourite Visual Artist

DMM

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter, PoC, Lion Witch n Wardrobe, Prince Caspian

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nightwish n Rex Lex

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Dragonfable n Zelda

Tools of the Trade

pencils n colored pencils always sometimes pens oh and cameras

Other Interests

music, caffine, books, friends

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mikeslover1990

Jul 8, 2008

so yeah i'm singl

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what can i say? it didn't work out w/my ex and we're seperated now. i'm happy for the seperation. if you read some of my poetry you'll understand why.  the simple fact is i stopped loving him. the why isn't important i just didn't love him anymore and thats all there was i couldn't tell him why. that'd break his heart.  its one or the other for me.  i love you or i don't.  theres no middle ground.  i can love you romantically or as a friend but i cant almost love you romantically or almost think of you as a friend.  so thats how it works and thats how it is.  what else is there to say?

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mikeslover1990

Apr 22, 2008

so far from this world

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so afraid taht he will know the truth...that he is my world...that i hover around him and pray he will not realize...he is my blood and i am floating farther away from this world.... yeah feeling the emo effects of nothing to do until the girl i need to argue with starts a fight...i wont talk to her and she wont fight with me...i'm waiting for  her to get mad so i can just end this sham of a friendship...a 17yr friendship that was based on her control on my thoughts and my weakness...a weakness i no longer possess....idk my boyfriend doesnt want me to be mean but i dont have much choice if she doesnt start a fight soon i'll force her hand in

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mikeslover1990

Nov 8, 2007

I'm Sorry Chrissy

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okay heres the deal the book ive bn working is one i really want to publish...its kinda my baby and i just learned that im not protected by deviant's submission's policy so i'll upload the new ch the day b4 i can get it save to the comp at my school thn im deleting it off my account....its a protection thing and the fact that this is my life so im srry Chrissy i gotta do this