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I’m used and abused
This is beyond not fair
This is ludicrous and insane
I’m angry and violent
I could hurt myself
I could hurt you
Bleed, blood, bled it all
Die, death, dead inside
Freaking out of time
I’m tired of this abuse
Misuse, anger, pain
Nothing makes it stop
Nothing, I want to bleed
Let me cut my arm till I bleed
Let me just die and be done
I’m here to be abused
I'm here to be used
No one knows this pain
No one understands this torture
I am so angry and violent
And I’m a hazard to the world
And I’m a hazard to myself
I am dangerous
I am deadly
Let me show you what I mean
Cut my wrist with a butcher knife
Kill me, come on now lover
You know how it is
The cold barrel of the gun
The sharp end of the blade
The sweet taste of poison
The smooth feel of pills
The pressure of the rope
The crush of the water
Is it so easy to forget?
No it’s not easy
I’m just so invisible and I try
Try so hard to be everyone’s helper
I go out of my way to help
But all I get is a slap to my pride
Well I’m done, I’m dead
No one can use me now
I’m not your slave anymore
I’m not your sister
I’m used and abused and broken
I’m tired of trying
Tired of keeping this broken family together
Let’s see how you do without me now
Without the help of sanity of me
Whatever, you don’t care
None of you care, none of you
You would move on and live
You’d get over it
You’d stop caring
Stop loving, stop feeling
I’m already dead so why wait
There’s the gun
There’s the blade
There’s the poison
There the pills
There’s the rope
There’s the water
Just let me blow my brains out
Let me cut my veins open
Let me poison my blood
Let me swallow my death
Let me choke on my pain
Let me drown on my sorrow
I’m dead, I’m dieing
Save me, damn you all
Save me now before I make this mistake
I don’t want to die
I want to live but you make it hard
I can’t breathe here with you all here
I’m always your slave and abused
You can’t appreciate me at all
I’m crying and ready to die
I want to be free to live my life
I want to be loved but you don’t care
Please help me, love me, stop just using me
I so tired of this pain
Love me, or I’ll hug the barrel
Or I’ll kiss the blade
Caress the bottle
Cradle the capsules
Coil the rope
Drink the death
I will kill myself to end this abuse
I will commit endless suicide
This is beyond not fair
This is ludicrous and insane
I’m angry and violent
I could hurt myself
I could hurt you
Bleed, blood, bled it all
Die, death, dead inside
Freaking out of time
I’m tired of this abuse
Misuse, anger, pain
Nothing makes it stop
Nothing, I want to bleed
Let me cut my arm till I bleed
Let me just die and be done
I’m here to be abused
I'm here to be used
No one knows this pain
No one understands this torture
I am so angry and violent
And I’m a hazard to the world
And I’m a hazard to myself
I am dangerous
I am deadly
Let me show you what I mean
Cut my wrist with a butcher knife
Kill me, come on now lover
You know how it is
The cold barrel of the gun
The sharp end of the blade
The sweet taste of poison
The smooth feel of pills
The pressure of the rope
The crush of the water
Is it so easy to forget?
No it’s not easy
I’m just so invisible and I try
Try so hard to be everyone’s helper
I go out of my way to help
But all I get is a slap to my pride
Well I’m done, I’m dead
No one can use me now
I’m not your slave anymore
I’m not your sister
I’m used and abused and broken
I’m tired of trying
Tired of keeping this broken family together
Let’s see how you do without me now
Without the help of sanity of me
Whatever, you don’t care
None of you care, none of you
You would move on and live
You’d get over it
You’d stop caring
Stop loving, stop feeling
I’m already dead so why wait
There’s the gun
There’s the blade
There’s the poison
There the pills
There’s the rope
There’s the water
Just let me blow my brains out
Let me cut my veins open
Let me poison my blood
Let me swallow my death
Let me choke on my pain
Let me drown on my sorrow
I’m dead, I’m dieing
Save me, damn you all
Save me now before I make this mistake
I don’t want to die
I want to live but you make it hard
I can’t breathe here with you all here
I’m always your slave and abused
You can’t appreciate me at all
I’m crying and ready to die
I want to be free to live my life
I want to be loved but you don’t care
Please help me, love me, stop just using me
I so tired of this pain
Love me, or I’ll hug the barrel
Or I’ll kiss the blade
Caress the bottle
Cradle the capsules
Coil the rope
Drink the death
I will kill myself to end this abuse
I will commit endless suicide
Literature
Teenage Angst.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for the way I’ve been acting lately, I’m well aware I haven’t been acting the same as I did a few years ago. I’m sorry for my mood swings. I’m sorry for screaming profanities at the top of my lungs, crying myself to sleep and the hours of giggling. Really, I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for the other night. Remember? You picked me up from a gutter at three in the morning. I could barely stand, and all my words were slurred. I yelled as you lifted me into the car, I clawed for my friends. You were patient and calm, even though I’d drank more than you ever have.
I’m sorry for
Literature
sex
two people completely connected
feeling incredible senses
everything else leaves their minds
for that short momemt in time
all you feel is this incredible pleasure
all you want is for this feeling to remain
and it is so hard to contain
so you moan and scream
nothing in the world feels as good
it seems like a dream
as it gets harder and faster
you get to feeling like you are in completely ecstasy
you begin to hear a beat, a melody
you may slow it down and change positions
but all of it is so delicious
bodies become sweaty and moist all over
and dirty wetness is so wonderful
the intensity becomes stronger
it won't last much l
Literature
First time making love
Trembling lips gently graze
while soft hands explore
stimulating me,
for whats in store
A trail of kisses
Down the small of my back
Enticing me,
My body reacts.
A brush of fingertips
Gently trace every outline
Melting me,
With love undefined
Heartbeats accelerate together
Racing at new speeds
Hypnotizing me,
Desire succeeds
Bodies embracing one another
A sharing of heart and soul
Filling me,
Making me whole
Sensuality ignited by every touch
Bonding through love and lust
Giving me
An exchange of trust
Minds losing innocence
Trusting and loving the best we can
Accepting me,
For who I am.
Embraces of more than flesh
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a moment of momentary weakness that led to perhaps one of my best rants about killing myself(not that i would i like living too much lol) mostly the frustration is towards my family and the fact that they abuse my love to no ends...w.e lemme know what you think
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I like it, it has a great rhythm 
is the picture yours?
is the picture yours?