Face the DawnIn the cold night, a wolf howls. Another responds to her mates call. The sky is cloudless and the full moon is low in the western sky. Dawn will come within the next hour. It is the perfect timing. This is the night when it will end. If The Prince knew I was hunting the beast, he would have me locked away. Better he didnt know. Not until it is too late to stop me. I must end this tonight.
The forest embraces me in its secret shadowed places and the scent of the flowers masks my own scent from my prey. I can already feel him, his stench of blood and evil overwhelming the trees and flowers. I know I shouldnt be here, but it is my fault this evil being came into existence and I will end this now. I press my hand against my stomach as bile rises up in my throat. Why had I been so selfish? If I had not been so cowardly an
The Other Side of the Blade
She pulls me against her silk-smooth skin. I am not the first to touch her here but I will show her I am the best. I whisper gently against the white expanse of her wrist, crooning to the life-force flowing beneath. It responds and flows forth from its encasement, trying to seal her wound.
I laugh as she pulls me across her other wrist, then begins to caress me across her forearms. He life-force tries, but cannot stop itself from flowing in a crimson banner down to stain her carpet. Shes crying now, adding to my pleasure. I love when her tears fall and wet her skin. The salt liquid makes it easier to rip open her purity.
Below the crimson I have seen, life the true life. I havent cut so deep to sever hers, yet. Oh, but I hear it singing and calling to me, teasing me. I smile to myself. I reach, wanting to taste her true life at last. Just this
So you hear he misses someone else?
Well, I hear he's screwing someone else
I hear your man is thinking of her
and he's missing her when he's with you
I hear he regrets your name and your kisses
I hear he hates you completely
Well I didn't hear it, but neither did you
Doesn't it hurt to hear something so cruel?
The cold of lies and pain so strong
You know its not true, as do I
But you said he misses someone else
so I strike back a hundred fold
Hurts, doesn't it?
Well you brought this on yourself
Im shaken and cant breathe.
A sob slips out from my dry lips,
so long have I been screaming.
A hand reaches down to help me stand.
Not enough strength in me
so more hands help me sit.
With a soft sigh I allow
them to cover my lap and fold my hands.
I can barely breathe with
the amazing awesomosity.
As I sit in the pew and try
to remember to breathe,
I am awestruck at what I have gained.
I only wanted to see him.
My friend and love and joy,
he would be the reason of my gift.
I loved the music, sung along.
The games and laughter were infectious.
To see them all dance and sing
and all for the King.
So here I stood, no need to perform,
I held my hands to the sky.
Then tears would flow as I spoke
and told my Lord I was sorry.
I had said it before, dont get me wrong.
I had prayed all my life.
Yet, in this moment of freedom
I found I couldnt resist
the offer of true bliss.
The man spoke to me,
I couldnt remember his name.
Oh, how he touch my heart.
I wish I could forget...I wish I could forget every tear I cried.
I wish I could forget all the pain in my life.
All the mistakes and all the broken moments
would fade away and I wouldn't need a knife,
to let the pain flow from my wrists like a crimson banner.
I don't cry tears of lost loves and dreams;
I find a solace in the blade's caress.
I'm destined for pain, it seems.
the angel weeps with the pain in her heart
she is in love and lust but she can't decern
whither is love and whither is lust
so she cries out in pain as her heart bleeds
unable to love to its full power and desire
and so she hides from one and runs to another
letting one hold her and allowing the other to leave
the one who holds her is over joyed and loves her great
but the one she let leave is broken but will never tell her
so the broken angel cries out in pain at night
her heart and her body confusing her mind
her body screams for them both but her heart....
her heart will not speak only cause her pain
for not loving the one she loves with all she can
the angel falls to the ground, bleeding and torn
and one comes upon her seeing her bleed
she looks up and his face is in shadows
but her heart sees who he is and cries out
longing to love him completely
although she cannot see his face
the angel knows and silver tears fall
as she whispers to him, as he holds her
trying to stop her hea
Rise In The West
my tears fall like rain onto the paper
the ink runs and is stained permenately
my heart is breaking as I read his words
words of love and desire, of pain and sorrow
my soul is bleeding and he reaches out to hold me
but he can't even wipe away my tears
he has been forbidden to even touch my skin
so he writes the words that tell me what he wishes
and I shake and weep as he sits helpless to my sorrow
it is amazing how this life can hurt so much
and yet mean so little in reality
our lives are but a single moment
in the eternity that is time
and we are but single lives
forced to end when time says
and yet I sit here and wish that
in the last moment when I held him in my arms
that time had stopped and let me remain there
until the sun rose in the west