Lady Alex Version TwoTorn from her home, a world she thought a dream
she forgot her true self.
Raised to be proud and loyal and brave
she always stood by her choice.
Her parents are gone,
she doesn't want to think,
so she fills in her time.
Flips for agility,
spins for grace,
and kicks for self control.
Suddenly pulled back into a world she forgot
and a heritage she didn't want.
Friends of long ago
and enemies bent on her death.
She knows she must be a Defender.
In love with her best friend
and haunted by her own doubt.
She takes up her sword
and fights for her right.
She stands in victory
He true love by her side.
She won her true self,
she won her throne back.
Lady Alex Version OneQueen by blood, she thought it all a dream.
With both parents dead she fills her time so she can't think.
She does flips to quick, learns spins to have grace, and learns to fight for her defense.
She's never quiet and mood swings were frightening.
She never changed her mind, could never be convinced.
She cut her arms when she was alone, proof of her pain.
He was her best friend and she was in love but she didn't think he existed.
A fall through a portal, a change of scene, and it seems her world wasn't just a dream.
Taking up arms and falling back in love,
she won back her throne, her king, her one true love.
Don't ask what's wrong, I don't even know
I should be happy but I just can't let go
That something is wrong, terribly not right
My thoughts are so tempting; the pain is a daily fight
I want to cry out ; I want to scream in pain
I choke back tears, smile and continue my game
of pain and pleasure, of joy and sorrow
Falling apart inside, afraid of tomorrow
I love you beyond forever; I want to be in your life
But I can't help but wonder if you want to deal with the strife
I'm losing my sanity, my heart will bleed
Why do you love me? Why is it me you need?
Tomorrow is not a promise; all we have is today to reminisce
What if we don't work; will my love you miss?
I want you to myself; I can't stand being apart
Torn in my soul are shattered pieces of my heart
Cutting away until I'm lost and nothing is left
Voices in my head tell me your love has left
My sanity is frayed, my mind is broken
I write the words I've left unspoken
Save me, I can't do this, I've tried and failed
I cry myself to sleep
you're not here in my arms
When I can't see you
I'm vulnerable to all harms
I'm so confused inside
and ever time we fight
I die a little more
lose a little more light
My heart has shattered
and broken pieces
tear at my soul
ripping it to pieces
Everything isn't okay
and my life isn't great
you are my little joy
it's still not too late
to save what we have
we can fix this
the problems we have
I still feel like you don't miss
me when I'm crying myself to sleep
Officially missing you
officially dieing inside
officially loving you
The pain is deadly
I can't breath in this place
I reach for your arms
I get confused at this fast pace
Strangling under a sea
of doubt and fear
I touch your skin
and I feel safe because you're near
I feel trapped
and you're the key
I smile even when
all I want is to flee
with you to a new place
where no one knows us
I wanna be free
I'm sick of all the fuss
I wanna scream
and fly away
I wanna take your hand
Runaway with me
I'll runaway with you
If you won't do that
at least tell me you love me, too
PoetryEvery song comes from a poem
every rap has to rhyme
it's a way to express your feelings
of love and hate and time
if you find your emotions overflow
and you can't control how you feel
take your pen and jot down some words
and let your emotions heal
If you don't think you have the talent
to write poetry or song
take everything your feeling, put it to words
and you'll have poetry before long
It doesn't have to rhyme
It doesn't have to flow
the only way to write a poem
is the only way you know
I leave you with these words of advice
I hope they inspire
I wrote this poem to tell you
poetry is like fire
the more you feel, the more the words come
the more you write, the more that gets done
Poetry comes from the soul
everyone needs it to be whole
In this secret hidden place
where I hide to rest in peace
Shadowed woods calm and serene
This beautiful world yet unseen
How I long to get away
From the world and stay
In this place free of death
In this place I can take a breath
But soon this world will die
I think of this and begin to cry
This beautiful place dead and gone
I hate winter, it feels so long
So here I hide in this shadowed wood
I would stay forever if I could
But now the light begins to fall
And the world I love in begins to call
So for this night I let it rest
And when morning comes I'll visit the best
Place in the world and enjoy its peace
I'll have my world for a little, at least
Mirror, mirror on the wall
can you imagine me at all?
I will be whoever I want to be
You will see the real me
I'll catch a falling star
run impossibly far
Find wide open spaces
meet new faces
Mirror, mirror I'm gonna get what's mine
you can watch me shine
Can you see the fire within?
I tell you now I will win
I don't need a mirror to tell me who I am
Turn away, shut the door, and the mirror goes SLAM!
Mirror, mirror no longer on the wall
Shattered on the floor after your fall
You wer just a fake, a made-up thing
Melt down the glass, make me a ring
I am strong of will and mind
Try and keep up or get left behind
Mirror, mirror once on the wall
You never saw the real me at all
your a guy i'm a girl
we talk on the phone and online
and everyone thinks that we'll hook up
but for all that crap i dont have the time
Its happened once and didn't work
I laugh and joke about what might have been
you tell me about the lastest girl
i wonder how long till it ends
i tell you what he's done this time
to make me cry and scream
maybe a lie or an insult
or just he made fun of my dream
i go to you when i need to talk
to a guy who knows me well
you tell me how you loved her
and you think you love her still
then a new girl's your love of the week
and me and him are happy again
we're laughing and joking and
still people talk; it never will end
But underneath our veil of comfort
is the cold hard truth
you still want me bad
and I still kinda want you
You want me so bad you might lose control
if we ever were at your home
I don't want you bad enough to leave
What if you leave me alone?
He promised me forever
all you offer is sex
I can't help what I feel
my feelings go