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what can i say? it didn't work out w/my ex and we're seperated now. i'm happy for the seperation. if you read some of my poetry you'll understand why. the simple fact is i stopped loving him. the why isn't important i just didn't love him anymore and thats all there was i couldn't tell him why. that'd break his heart. its one or the other for me. i love you or i don't. theres no middle ground. i can love you romantically or as a friend but i cant almost love you romantically or almost think of you as a friend. so thats how it works and thats how it is. what else is there to say?
so far from this world
so afraid taht he will know the truth...that he is my world...that i hover around him and pray he will not realize...he is my blood and i am floating farther away from this world....
yeah feeling the emo effects of nothing to do until the girl i need to argue with starts a fight...i wont talk to her and she wont fight with me...i'm waiting for her to get mad so i can just end this sham of a friendship...a 17yr friendship that was based on her control on my thoughts and my weakness...a weakness i no longer possess....idk my boyfriend doesnt want me to be mean but i dont have much choice if she doesnt start a fight soon i'll force her hand in
I'm Sorry Chrissy
okay heres the deal the book ive bn working is one i really want to publish...its kinda my baby and i just learned that im not protected by deviant's submission's policy so i'll upload the new ch the day b4 i can get it save to the comp at my school thn im deleting it off my account....its a protection thing and the fact that this is my life so im srry Chrissy i gotta do this
pictures of pictures sux so....
i am finally getting my pics scaned!!! i have this friend she is awesome GO DEBORA!!!!! she has one and she sed she would scan them ovr the wkend so i'll have some good pictures up!!!!!!!! go me *does the happy dance* lol caffine is giving me a happy buzz lol kk gotta go youth service is a bitcH!!!
~Sanna~
"It's you...It's always been you....your eyes have haunted my dreams since before I can remember....don't leave me alone I love you too much...."
~Syrine Shadowdream~
why that is wrong?
okay time to rant again! this is something that pisses me off to no ends i can understand why students are not allowed to makeout in the halls at skool but if i even try to hold my boyfriends hand(yes his hand totally innocent) we are threatened w/detention 4 "inappropriate touching"!!! how bogus is that? its totally rediculous that we cant fucking hold hands thats y so many students are makingout whn the teachers are not in the room bc they are so fucking strict and wont even let us hold hands!!!! i know if they let me hold my bf's hand i would be perfectly happy but no i cant even fucking hold his hand....yeah thats all i got l8r
~Susanna~
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